Monday, December 27, 2010

喜歡喜歡你

my favorite song. for u




喜歡你 純屬想喜歡你 我不祈求 完全的得到你
得到你 還是得不到你 我都珍惜獨享這齣戲
有個角色我做 儘量入戲

喜歡你 投入的喜歡你 借點題材 逗自己的歡喜
不知道 如若不喜歡你 我的無聊日子怎處理
有個暗戀對象 亦是運氣

不必捉緊誰 渡蜜月期 喜歡的是覺得喜歡你
棉花糖口中溶掉 得我明白那滋味
可不可收成 並沒預期 精彩的是我怎喜歡你
曾多麼多麼甜蜜地 偷看著你

不必理 誰亦都不必理 這不求人 共自己的嬉戲
聽講過 如若很喜歡你 腦袋其時亦釋出分泌
世界縱使破落 但內在美

我有我愛 不必講給你知 好不好 上帝都不必理
像一種私家娛樂 動情原是我專利 愛到最尾 即使將軍無棋
未盡是 白費心機 在當中得到娛樂 又怎會恨你

Saturday, December 11, 2010

the me in me

有時候的確會討厭自己. 小女人
喜歡從前的自己.
簡簡單單. no drama.
why need drama in your life if something been satisfied and u feel good about it?
以前的自己太emotionally weak了.
常害怕傷害別人但其實是相反.
現在.現在.
為了捍衛自己的心靈而變得堅強了.自私了.殘酷了.

究竟何時才會strive a balance?
can i be stronger?
i have had enough drama in my life so far, especially my family.
i want a simple life thereafter

Monday, December 6, 2010

Thanks for reminding

First, a true grown-up don't spend time to write an entire blog to tell sb to act like one. Don't make ppl laugh by doing this Plz.

Second, While if someone think you are really a kind of person..try to think why instead of making thousands of excuses to prove you are not.
Life will be a lot easier in that way.

Big thanks. Ur words are encouraging. I mean it.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

chic couture.



YSL rouge pur couture.
無論遠距離或近距離望已經覺得很美
一直覺得只有外國的金髮再加上眼大大的女人才襯托出紅唇的美麗
yes indeed.






本來想找moschino 桃紅色的lace book bag.
但沒有!! 這個也不錯.

只是看看已經很滿足 :D

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

hey

hey.
i think u don't really understand what is meant by 'believe' and 'trust'
go figure it out before you say this two words from your mouth
or else i truly believe that your life is quite a miserable one

words are not meant to be what they are
it's meant to be how you define it
what do you think.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

相信.懷疑

有時候的確不知何時應相信, 何時應懷疑
尤其你對別人的信任被擊潰時
但一切與感情有關的事也講trust
想留住愛的話 便去相信吧
相信自己的眼光
相信承諾會被兌現
...還是信住先?

eason也說..不要不要假設我知道
不斷去尋找真相的人不會幸福
那怕真相是駭人的可怕的
"美麗謊言"這詞意也許是用來掩飾說謊的人心底裡的內疚感吧
所以
選擇相信是比較幸福的
能接受自己是幸福的事實總好比發現真相的殘忍
oh this is life
and this is how people interact
can u avoid it?

Sunday, October 31, 2010

不.喜.歡

不喜歡就是不喜歡
沒有原因可言
女人其實很小器
大量?
那怕是為了討好男人而塑造出來的性格吧
面對現實吧.
ha
everyone has a love game to play

Saturday, October 16, 2010

飛了那麼多轉
有時候醒來不知時間, 不知自己的家究竟在那
家, 不只是中國人傳統思想的那個落地生根的地方
也可以是在任何地方
有自己的夢想, 才是真正有個家吧
那怕是人大了還不知自己想要什麼, 即使有家也不能下下作避難所

有時候很想flying career快完結
很佩服那些不顧一切放棄現有的生活到異國尋找他鄉的人
我享受旅行,但有時feel insecure

很煩

Friday, September 24, 2010

mars vs venus

how true is that

男人花心, 但長情
女人專一, 但絕情

said by one celebrity

Thursday, September 2, 2010

天生女人購物狂 vs 天生妄想成為購物狂

喜歡行街,與整天嚷著想買野與購物狂並扯不上關係
最多都只是患上"shopaholic妄想症"但實際上又不想成為人們眼中的敗家女而已
以上很明顯是藉口, 說來說去其實冇錢
若成為有錢怪魔..很難不會變成購物狂@@


女人的購物欲永無止境, 為了滿足我的心靈渴望
我都會一次過寫下我想買的東西,
今期的幸運兒是:
1. 相機 (對-.-剛買完又想買...你唔明架喇..學玩相機的人都!@#hjjcqwe架啦)
2. 書: "A weekend in Paris" ..
還有衫,鞋,袋,其實這些都從沒有out of the list..

每寫完我想買的東西再而按按計算機後, 不知為何腦海突然閃過非洲營養不良的小孩的片段

想起這些, 什麼購物欲也盡消
就連自己吃剩的東西也覺得有些折墮
可能是上天好心的提示, 讓我心裡好過一點

 已經進步了!上次到東京眼見超市陳列架上的larp jarp野食
心想買到返屋企一定給媽媽唔鬧死都哦死的時候,
若無其事地行開了. 結果滿足地把很多yen帶回港

出來工作原來真的改變了...少少.

Monday, August 30, 2010

直覺

有時候直覺告訴你某些想法
就是不得不相信
the worse thing is..
those thoughts are something really make you feel no good
and usually it's rather hard to accept that your weird thoughts are turning into reality.

well

hope these are just thoughts in your stupid mind.
其實
可能只是心虛而已
if you feel that way, try to avoid doing things that cannot 過自己果關
coz theres no way turning back.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

城市的寂寞

剛從首爾行路返港
然後再行路到名古屋
兩個都是跟香港沒大多分別的城市
有地下鐵有高樓大廈
除了多一些不用排隊排到死的日本餐廳


如果給我多一次機會到日本, 我想看櫻花浸溫泉看lavender..
THIS IS LIFE.
enjoy something you will never have a chance to do in your own city.

原來當你用了三小時行路到日本的時候
已經沒氣力再血拼
旅行的意義
我想是遠離所有煩擾好好享受
時間仿佛頓時停止
(最討厭那些去旅行趕來趕去要去的人, 駛死咩大佬, 係香港已經夠大壓力架啦..!@&*^#sgvjaxyzz)

現在每個月都期待著下個月會去地球的那個角落去
那怕不是去那裡才重要, 是誰在你的身邊

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Day by day

明天出roster
十萬個緊張
會飛往那裡?

剛學了在機上接生 很可怕但又很感慨
拯救的是兩個人的生命
在高空三萬尺
永不知道下一秒將會發生什麼
有人在機上二十年也沒什麼稀奇事發生
有人第一班機便面對很多危急關頭

很有挑戰性

Day by day i feel like i am growing a bit, learning more and more
don't make yourself regret when u are old
coz time never waits
it takes less than a second for the roller coaster to drop,
yet the earth has already moved by a tiny inch.

the right direction, will always be followed by your heart.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

fashion, sky's the limit

長大了
喜歡看NY, european fashion
簡約的stylish,
喜歡fashion不等如擁有它
人在每個階段所需要所嚮往的都不同
但願朋友情人不會隨時間而update吧


BERLIN FASHION WEEK



















可以飛多好
走遍世界每個各落
time is limited, try to rock the world before you get old
im so lucky that i can do that 
roster will be released next week
can't wait

Sunday, June 6, 2010

女人

向來都是sentimental and sensitive的動物
for whatever reasons
they will strive damn hard for what they deserve to get
no matter how much and how deep they are sabotaging
but thats just an extreme

sarcastically
these women will never earn my appreciation
coz they are simply an animal with a blank mind

erm
it comes to my mind recently how to treat different types of people with different faces
to true loving friends
to family
to bf/gf
to wine-and-meat-friends
to colleagues
i mean there are many categories and different contexts where you will adjust yourself to suit into that mode, to please someone, to earn some respect, some love

ofcoz theres no right or wrong
but to those true beloved ones, unveiling the masks are important
and unveiling what your creepy masks are is even more intimate

don't hide them, don't live in lies

男人?
下回分解

Saturday, May 29, 2010

another trick

sometimes
things just aren't belong to you
don't even try to break through it
don't push yourself to a cul-de-sac
no matter how hard you try to bounce back
never can you go back to the original point

so, just give it up.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

迪士尼. a whole new world

有人會覺得迪士尼一定要男女朋友去才夠浪漫
無它的...的確要有一次是跟伴侶去才算得上去過迪士尼
畢竟 那是一個童話世界
特別是看煙火的那一幕
不知為何迪士尼的煙火襯托著a whole new world
感覺好像是被愛一樣
其實這是很傻的想法

如果問我想不想走遍全球的迪士尼
我會答: 如果有幸跟同一個人做這件事的話, 也許我會試試
可能這是很低能白痴天真的想法
但如果有人肯陪你傻都不錯啊

a whole new world
很期待人生新一的頁
從來沒有想過自己可以環遊世界
但一想去人生必定要去的百多個景點名勝
美國的大峽谷的芬蘭的北極光柏林圍牆
等等等等等等
我就好期待
i think it worths a try.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

the tranquility


















feel it.
love is a cycle


最後一個考試 好好享受每一刻
畢業了很想自己一個旅行
想去日本 
一個人的旅行 應該是很有趣吧


買相機
自從G9後沒有一部真正屬於自己的相機


這陣子眼睛很多紅筋
是什麼的象徵?
天 這給它帶走


its like you are far away

Sunday, April 25, 2010

round the island

坐左車上圍繞整個香港島遊十多個圈圈,
來回香港仔隧道七八次.
我想我以後都不會再感受這樣crazy的一次
其實有點兒想跑
畢竟上年沒有完成

有時在想
究竟應該把握現在還有空間去燃燒青春, 浪費時間
還是腳踏實地賺錢計劃將來好?
簡單地說, 是夢想vs現實

我決定給自己兩年時間去尋找答案

ahhhhhh
我想做瑜珈
還記得中七暑假跟esta去pure yoga
這個運動並不是與別人競賽
而是不斷地挑戰自己向高難度進發
be it.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

陽光路上

 小時候超喜歡這首歌






天上有 青空一片 藏著了風雨藏著你我美夢幻想
一路往 似偏遠漫長 爬越了彎角前面會有你我方向

夢 甜蜜理想 我與愛侶雨後期待艷陽
夢 留下餘香 我這世界要跟你去分享
我也有過半天迷惘 對我過去半分鐘的悽愴
愛過痛過再次換來開朗 我的心裡你心裡有天窗

請將傷心扮相 放在路旁 隨著我歌唱尋覓最愛與夢想
生命裡那可以直航 前面有風雨前面更有你我嚮往


Saturday, March 27, 2010

停一停.看看書

把陳奕迅演唱會飛手到拿來的感覺真爽!
很想聽傷信,天下無雙, 淘汰
如果有十個想看twins的演唱會我想我應該有一個
請先不要破口大罵, 純粹覺得想同中同去回味一下中學時代的歌

離開又一城之前例牌必到page one
這習慣叫我很難撇掉
要我按著自己的手不買書更難
基於近來太窮的關係
所以我決定在page one看完一本書才離開
本來對王迪詩的認識只流於am730的專欄
但又不自覺地沉迷著她寫的"蘭開夏道"
這是近年來令我有"想看下去的衝動"的中文書
其實沒什麼驚天地泣鬼神的故事
純粹覺得很有個人style而已
得閒看看她的blog吧
http://daisy-lancashire.blogspot.com/

弊!一本蘭開夏道並不夠喉
my next target: 傾城之戀
以前會看張小嫻的愛情小說
如果你想看以社會角度寫愛情小說
我想張愛玲是不錯的選擇
another book: 中國絕不會變得偉大的50個理由
是由兩個外國人出版的
受著內地網民的恐嚇下出版這書
這個理由絕對值得我去看

本想按下"publish post"的button
但電視機前突然響起不再猶疑
..誰人定我去或留..定我心中的宇宙
no doubts..makes me think of st.john's if i hear these songs.
oh.
two months before i leave
原來三年可以好快...過

Friday, March 26, 2010

go as deep as u can

if you are single, then enjoy every single moment alone;
if you are in a relationship, make good use of every seconds, missing each other, feeling each other, living with each other, loving each other.

no more self-defensing zone, where you can really face someone blankly, emotionally naked.

its like we met only twice in march.
i wanna spend some good time with you.
only two of us.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

you have only one chance

法文"J'ai la pêche!!!"=I'm feeling great//我充滿力量喇!!
"把握機會"是今週的金句
原本有一星期的假期
但schedule排得密密麻麻
卻令我很期待
因為讀書,工作,運動,比賽,見家人,朋友,男朋友全都做齊
原本忙都可以忙得好充實

每一天要去的地方也不同
今天去了柴灣 從未試過這樣形式的interview
覺得自己表現不過不失吧
要求高, 是因為永遠都有進步的空間
i wish i can be one of the 6 talented ones.

寫得好亂.

it's time to stop.
time for relaxing and refreshing.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

因禍得福

這四個字可算是我整個星期的總結
如果換來的是一個令人滿意的結果
我寧可再病多次
很可笑  像自殘一樣
從前我很相信幸運
"3"是我的幸運數字
小學時讀書拿過第三名
還有其他第三之類的名次
所以我的lucky number從此跟著我
現在我相信的是自己的努力
無論有運與否
始終都會有回報.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

roll your eye balls

i am having macroecon lecture in which i totall dun hv an idea whats on yuen chi wah's mind
its the name of the lecturer, the famous professor who used to write A-Level econ exam questions.
everything went fine until a 10min break after i was tempted to buy a grande mocha
i found a holy dude snatching my seat .
i mean..how could he do that?are u blind, man?
-
if u're interested in economics without any backgrounds of economics,
i recommend you to read Paul Krugman's blog in NewYork Times.
he is a professor of economics in LSE, and a Nobel prize winner
and then you are a step closer to the world around you.
-
people often critizes uni students who are so blind about the things that he or she is non-majoring
i mean it's somehow true.
after stacks of readings how could u squeeze the time for other stuffs?
i used to read news without digesting them.
and it appalls me when i found how uncritical i am to things arround me
-
i read an article about refreshing your mind when you're running out of ideas and imagination
just roll your eye balls from left to right SLOWLY
when u see an object just think about how you can use it for other purposes
DONT go on without coming up an answer
so by the time your eye balls roll to the right you got more than 10 ten new ideas of how you could make use of existing stuffs for new usages.

i dunno if it works or not.

time for econ history of china.

!Q$^#*()$#%(^&*@#^!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 31, 2010

feeling japan

copy from someone's blog

JAPAN
i wanna be there


alone.

in a year's time.
i believe i can do it
-
song of the day:
wonderful tonight

Monday, January 18, 2010

randomness

喜歡望天空
它能觸發我停一停  想一想

喜歡看彩虹 又大又圓的月亮
我認為幸福的人才會看到的

最近腦袋很累  想了很多
一堆問題  沒有答案
究竟何時才會有答案
如果答案是令人失落的
would it be better leave it unknown?

confession/silence....makes people guiltily happy (thats a new term created by esther)
which one is the right one
well depends on who are confessing/keeping silent to
right

yes i blog when theres a particular feeling, a weird thought in my mind


讀書
最後
夢想
遠近
把握
平靜
失落
控制

冷靜
畢竟
hopefully
seriously
討厭

細說
訴說
簡單
笑容
期待
感覺
對與錯
將來
現在
你我

這一大堆文字不曾叫人感到累嗎

oh.
its the beginning of another week

Thursday, January 14, 2010

八十後

我不喜歡這名詞

這個名詞代表著什麼?
對於某些人來說
80後只不過是一群對政治較堅持的熱血青年
但又不甘被labeled為''唔駛捱,皇帝仔皇帝女,做事激進,只懂反高鐵"的一群

其實生於不同年代自會對生活有不同要求,有不同的思維
為什麼要將這名詞negatively related lehhh?

forget it..
i know its weird for me sharing political thoughts here.

手痕買了本MARIE CLAIRE
is this the sign of growing up

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

New Zealand(1): feel the breeze of summer

it's been the second time that i came to this place
the first that i've ever revisited a country.

this time, no horse-riding, no diving, no hot springs, no glow worms
what remains are tranquility, blue sky, sheeps and cows around
Spending time at home is actually a kind of leisure


































did you see the rainbow? it occupied half of the sky.

the jetlag tortures, i've never felt so tired for a long time.


Sunday, January 3, 2010

Twenty-Ten

What's your top ten list for the new decade?
instead of producing a list of best such-and such,
let's make a list of big ten for the next ten

perfect job to be found.
watch eason's concert.
a perfect ending for my uni life.
a trip with you.
grad trip to anywhere
a new purse.
read my piled-for-10-years novels.
save money wisely.
fatty issues disappear.
be a mature young lady.

其實都快二十二
快不能接受自己的'論盡'和大小姐脾氣
永遠都阻礙我長大
很羨慕那些二十歲夠便能創一番事業的年青人
但我知並不能夠相提並論
你怎知道將來不比他們幸福呢
我很怕去期待一些事
因我害怕現實與自己我期望落差太大
何不let it be
但原來這樣抑制著自己是很苦的


twenty-ten
捉緊 生命濃度 坦白流露 感情和態度


just keep holding on